#Bye bye tumblr.#I really liked this blog too.#eh

Saudade.

#Personal#anxiety#im just so#anxious#all the#fucking#time#i hate this#piss off#bpd#is kicking in#am i ready?#who fucking knows#i even have anxiety in my dreams#wtf#in my dreams!#i cant even be free in a dream#i cant roll a fucking joint cause my hands shake too much now#i cant do anything#nothing but fucking read#read and drown out everyone#ive read 3 books this month already.#finished 3 books this month#well im almost done with one of them#gah#fuck you anxiety#and fuck you too#and you#and fucking you too!#all of it

I’m getting really sick of all this fucking anxiety, it won’t fucking go away and all I want is for it to go away.. I don’t fucking want it, I don’t like shaking on a regular fucking basis instead of some moments. It’s bullshit and I fucking hate it. I’m just so fucking tired of it.

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  • california: you're fucking welcome
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#personal#why the fuck#what am I doing#just go seriously#I've been drinking#and ive been smoking#I dont want you here#It's all a facade#thius fyucking jager and smirnofff#omgf#this is too much

Why is this bitch in my bed, wghat the fuck i don’t even like y ou, in the slightesst. Dear fuckin g od.

365words: Honesty

365words:

Honesty

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#personal#im just so done#i mean 'please stop.'#simple as that#i wish#but i'll take a long pause and not post how i feel about things#and hold it up in myself.#fuck all the rest.

I think I’m just going to not blog anything for a really long time. Temporarily leaving tumblr.

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